Immortalis-DeSade

I can feel it round my neck a set of ribbons three Crimson, burgundy and black and they were choking me. I started to unwind the threads that stole my breath and found them there together a knotted tangled mess. Three we be and bound so tight, to live and breath To die or fight... The first one to come loose was wine drenched burgundy- It fought and struggled violently to choke the life from my pale throat and cling to ebony. The threads of fate, it's hard it seems To sever these three, to sever these three. Blessed Ebony, seemed loathe to leave my neck, caressing the soft flesh with it's silken strand. Burgundy it would not leav

I want to drown in the depths of my sorrow, rip the traitor's heart out from my breast. watch the body quiver and quake. Watch it die the death it deserves. Hollow Broken Trembling in my fears shadow... I need to release the rage buried deep inside hiding behind the shame and sorrow. The shame- I want it to suffocate me. Hollow Broken Unsure of myself Cursing my foolishness.

Why don't you just show me, out in the open the depths of the emotion, seething, flowing barely controlled in the decaying pit of your heart. Love, hate, fear, envy- names to primordial things, Things that sprang from creation at it's peak. Were we created to love? Created to hate- destroy, annihilate and main? Are we either creatures of peace or war and nothing in between? Are we lovers, are we friends, What am I to you? Your lackey Your thief Your tormentor Your secret keeper Your friend Your lover Your slave or your master? Inhibitions keep you closed from the world I want to know your world- my love.

Every heart is affected- pulsing throbbing beating.. Torn to shreds by a callus word. Tears shed in the quiet dark, hidden from the world. I mirror yours, tears spilling down ivory cheeks the pain rips through us both. No one understands. No one understands at all Giving in is tearing us apart. Dear one, sweet you - those tears hurt more than a thousand piercing arrows. Pain's tearing at my soul. If I could soothe that pain, I'd die a thousand deaths for you.